This Sucks.

I never thought I would be here. I never thought that I would pack my things and walk out the door. I thought this was forever, and maybe it still will be, but I am just not sure anymore. I hate to think that I made this huge, life altering mistake...but one of the two was a mistake. Either I shouldn't have married him, or I should have stayed even after all the lies, tears and hours, days, weeks, months spent trying to fix it. I worked on this and did everything I could to make it better and he couldn't have cared less. Now that I am fed up he is ready to try. I know that I should give it another shot, but really I am not sure I can handle it anymore. I am just so tired. I just want to be alone for a while...and he won't let me. It's official...this SUCKS.