Single...Again.

It has now been over four months since I moved out of my house. Four months since I, once again, found out my husband was looking for other women to sleep with. Four months since told him that "I'd had enough".

It has been just over 2 months since I told him that I was going to divorce him. Two months since I quite believing that there is a snowball's chance in hell of this ever working out. Two months since I really got fed up with him and his lying and irresponsibility.

It has been about 3 weeks since I filed the divorce papers and he was served. Three weeks since I looked at the last three years as the past...over and done. Three weeks since I started referring to him as my EX.

It has been about 24 hours since I signed an agreement on our temporary orders. 24 hours since I agreed to let him pay the full house payment, with penalty of going to jail for contempt if he fails to do so. 24 hours since it really began to soak in that it's happening.

I am going to be a single mom.