MORE??? I don't think I can handle any more.

I didn't want to believe that there could be more. I didn't want to think that he could hurt me any more than he already has. I kept trying to convince myself that we were going to make this work. Only WE aren't doing anything. I am trying to forgive him, I am beating myself up for being angry with him and being "too hard" on him. I am pushing myself to let it all go, and move forward with our marriage. I am researching and reading and asking for advice about overcoming infidelity from everyone I can find. HE on the other hand...well, HE is setting up Myspace accounts to talk to other girls. HE is inviting girls I have never met to OUR HOME!! HE is lying to me left and right. HE is continuing to make me look like a horrible wife in the counseling sessions. HE is putting on a great act for other people and he almost had me convinced. WE have yet to do anything, as a couple to fix this problem, and I am just about through dealing with everything that HE thinks he should do.