Changes

Some things never change, and some things do.

Like my sweet boy... he changes almost daily. He is getting bigger everyday...and is now one year and three weeks old. He is still amazing...that doesn't change, but he is learning and growing and becoming more himself each day.

Of course then there is the H. He doesn't change...and in not changing, that changes everything. I have had enough trying to fix this on my own. He is making superficial effort to "show me" his willingness to change, but the underlying attitude is still the same. I have changed I guess. I have changed my thoughts on our marriage. I have changed my priorities to taking care of our son and myself and hang it if he can't manage to take care of himself.

I have changed...life has changed. Sometimes I think it is a change for the better and sometimes I don't know. But the only thing that we can count on this world is that nothing stays the same.