Blogging Virgin

I have to say that I have never done this before. As I sit at the computer staring at the screen my palms are clammy and I wonder what has possessed me to do this. I know that I will likely not have any readers, and those that come here will simply click past me in a technological version of the cool kids pretending that I am invisible. Even though I know all this I feel as if I must continue with my plan to start a blog. It must be my all encomapssing need to talk. Lately I have had much more to say than most people in my life have had the patience to listen to. I need a place where I am mostly anonymous to speak my feelings in a way that many people would not like to hear. I need an outlet, and this, it seems, is that outlet. Little of what I will say will be particularly interesting and most definitely not profound, but I must say it somewhere, or else I could explode with frustration and over analyzed thoughts compounding one upon another until there is no room left in my brain. I hope that I am not boring to those that happen to stumble upon my ramblings, but if I am that is the way of things sometimes and I will probably never know it anyway. So to those that choose to read please enjoy, or don't, as the spirit moves you.